It's been over a year since my last post here. I really should have posted more as there has been a bunch of things on my mind lately. I dont want to make anyone have to listen to my worries.

I did something i never thought i would have the courage to do. I sent a message to one of my exs telling him i hope we could be friends cause he means so much to me to have lost him like a pair of earrings. I really wish he will reply back to me.

Please wish me luck with getting him to talk to me again

I've been yelled at yet again, to post my list of what i plan on cosplaying at the kon.

Thursday-when i go to get my badge ill be dress as yumichika(i think only if my ikkaku dresses up)
Friday- Girly Sasuke, Shippuden Sakura and Pocky Ninja Sakura
Saturday-Hinamori, Namine, Yuna, Cosplay Showcase Costume(if i finish it)
Sunday-Namine and Yachiru(May be)

Well yet again my grandma has pissed me off to where i want to yell at her and tell her that as soon as im able to im going to move away from this god forsaken house and never come back. Leaving her to deal with all the problems that will be left not taken care of.

I just noticed that i have alot of cosplay planned for me over the next year or so.

I know im taking up space on your F-list forgive me

Diva from Blood+
Sister Kate from Trinity Blood
Sakura from Cardcaptor Sakura
Sakura from Tsubasa
Rima from Vampire Knights
Yuki from Vampire Knights
Rinari from DGrayman
Riku from DNAngel
Lacus from Gundam SEED
Cagalli from Gundam SEED
Yuna from Final Fantasy
Namine from Kingdom Hearts
Hinamori from Bleach
Nanao from Bleach
Rukia from Bleach
Shusuke from Prince of Tennis
Yuushi from Prince of Tennis
Keigo from Prince of Tennis
Renji from Prince of Tennis
Ryoh from Prince of Tennis
Shinji from Prince of Tennis
Taichi from Prince of Tennis
Sakura from Naruto
Sasuke from Naruto
Jun from Shaman King
Anna from Shaman King
Pocky Ninja

well i going to start school at the end of the month. Degree in Business here i come. I so hope i can still finish my costume for halloween with all the work im going to have to do.

well on sunday i saw this guy that my friend is trying to set me up with.He works with our friend and hangs with Jeff.hes okay looking i guess.

My grad party is in like 4 days and i dont even know whats going on anymore.

i know no one is going to see this but i will be attending the bon dance at hongwanji tomorrow if anyone is planning please let me know so was can all dance together

I know i havent posted something in a while. Well im going to post at least once a week now that finished high school.

After the performance for academy we when right into making stuff for next years senior class.March nothing really happened other than more homework and less sleep. April there was the kon in which i when as Nanao, Misa, Hinamori and my OC ninja. May brought Senior prom, end of my high school life and tears LOTS AND LOTS of TEARS. June is this month so now i have to find a job so i can buy my cosplay stuff.

This summer i hope to have my Tsubasa and Bleach photoshoots with comrade_roz since i know she has her Izuru costume and im short like Momo & since im finally going to bring out my Waitress Sakura costume that i finished a few months ago

well since im in the art academy at school i have to be part of the play we're doing. I have a few lines that i have memerized most of but i havent started on my costume because i havent brought in my fabric and because ive been sick the past few days. I sucks when you have to do something for school but cant cause you arent able to. ^x^

Well ive been back at school for about a week and im tired out of my mind.Not only do i go to school and do homework but im working of midori no ichigo's costumes and everyone else's. Im been on gaia a little to much lately too. Japanese is killing my brain and i have a performance in a little under a month and i havent started on my costumes or memorized my lines.

oh~ well thats life well i have to go finish my homework now so my mom doesnt yell at me. Bai 4 now

In...

January - got back with Akio
February - had a nice V-day with him
March - Enjoyed the month
April - went to KK and havd Junior Prom
May - Broke up with Akio and went to Senior Prom
June - School ended and became a senior
July - Started school
August - Started dating someone
September - relaxed
October - turned 17 and single
November - got a lot of drama from friends
December - stop talking to alot of people

new years resolutions:
To date someone who i could see myself in a good long relationship with.
Finish all the costumes by Kawaii Kon.
Enjoy life more cuz i only live once.
Study hard for school.

[PEOPLE]
best friend(s): to many to name
lost any friends: a few
gained any friends: So much

[PLACES]
went out of the country: no
moved: no
new school: no
how many times on an airplane: a couple

[YOU]
have you changed: i would like to think so
new look: the clothes i wear
most depressed time this year: Kawaii Kon with Akio

[LOVE]
did you fall in love: yea
did you get heartbroken: yea
who was your summer love: didnt have one

[SEASONS]
favorite Season: Spring and Fall
least favorite season: Summer
good birthday?: not really (broke up with Maiku that night)
any snow this year: no its hawaii so its warm

[FINAL QUESTIONS]
snuck out: no
kept your resolution: yeah
got arrested: no
kissed a girl/boy: yea
got dumped: yea
lost a family member: yea
got bad grades: yea history (teacher doesnt like my class)
got a myspace: yea
kept a secret: yea
told a secret: yea
done something you totally regret: not really

In 2006 I...
[x] broke a promise.
[x] made a new best friend.
[x] fallen in love
[x] fallen out of love
[x] been in over 2 relationships
[x] lied.
[ ] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[ ] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] kissed on a first date
[ ] slept under the stars
[x] kept your new years resolution
[ ] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed my life
[ ] met one of your idols
[ ] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be ill
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[ ] given up something important to you
[ ] broke something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[ ] snuck out of the house
[ ] stayed up til sunrise
[ ] pigged out over the summer
[x] met someone from myspace in person
[ ] cried over the silliest thing
[ ] partied more than 5 times
[ ] was never home on weekends
[ ] got into a car accident
[x] met a person I never thought I'd become real good friends with
[x] had friends who were drifting
[ ] had someone close to me die
[x] had a high cell phone bill
[ ] wasted most of my money on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[x] went to the beach
[x] saw a celebrity
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[x] became closer to a lot of people

EVERYONE CHECK OUT THIS TOPIC
its about my gt for the furaba group

http://kawaii-kon.org/forum/viewtopic.php?t=3187

To every girl

To every girl that dresses cute not skanky.


To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot.


To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.


To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose that bitch instead.


To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.


To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess.


To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak.


To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.


To every girl that just wants to hold hands.


To every girl that kisses him with meaning.


To every girl who just wishes he cared more.


To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold.


To every girl who just wants him to call.


To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.


To every girl that just wants to cuddle.


To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without having sex.


To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again because she has been HURT tooo many times or so badly.


To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back.


To every girl that thought maybe this one could be the one.


To every girl that believes in her dreams.


To every girl that would do anything so she could achieve those dreams.


To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesnt think it is funny.


To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.


To every girl that has been cheated on because shes not a slut who gives it up to any guy.


To every girl that doesnt want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.


To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.


To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.


To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.


*If you are a nice girl repost this as: "to every girl."

*If you are a guy that thinks every girl should try to think about even a few of these things repost it as "I am looking for this girl."

*If your a guy thats taken write "I have this girl



To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."

To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across
town to see her.

To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is
sick.

To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that really would.

To every guy that did what she wanted to do.

To every guy that regrets hurting her.

To every guy that cried in front of her.

To every guy that she cried in front of.

To every guy that holds hands with her.

To every guy that kisses her with meaning.

To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

To every guy who would give their jacket up.

To every guy that calls to make sure she got home
safe.

To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours
just to be able to see her for ten minutes.

To every guy that would give his seat up.

To every guy that just wants to cuddle her

To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful
no matter what...

To every guy that believes in her.

To every guy who told his secrets and fears to her.

To every guy that tried to show how much he cared
through every word and every breath.

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

To every guy that believed in her dreams.

To every guy that would have done anything so she
could achieve them.

To every guy that never laughed at her when she told
him her dreams.

To every guy that walked her to her car.

To every guy that actually listened.

To every guy that gave his heart only to have it
shoved back in his face.

To every guy that would wait for the day when they
could be together

To every guy who has made her laugh when she doesnt even want to smile

TO EVERY GUY THAT PRAYS THAT SHE IS HAPPY EVEN IF YOU
ARE NOT WITH HER.

THANK YOU!!!



Not all girls will appreciate a nice guy. There's not
many left out there....

If you are a nice guy repost this: "Nice Guys Finish
last." --- dont lie, if ur not then dont repost.

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to accomplish even a few of these repost this: "To every guy"

When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking she wants
you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it when
u run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

When a girl is mean to you after a breakup
she wants you back, but she's
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever




Guy Facts:

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few
minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

When you're laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you, "
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else

repost this in 10 minutes and your true
love will
call you

post this as

IF YOUR A GUY "WHEN A GUY MISSES YOU"

AND

IF YOUR A GIRL POST IT AS : "WHEN A GIRL BUMPS INTO YOUR ARM"

well im really pleased with how my life is going now.I have an awesome family and caring friends and HOPEFULLY good grades so im able to attend all my GTs that i want to and Kawaii kon and so i can gradute

i have decided that we are to have the GT on a day that everyone is Free. So let me know what Day everyone is Free and so we can get together to go over costumes.
My choices are either the 23th of december or some day after New years